It may be hormones, but I cried the other day about Katie.
Bill and I were discussing how to make a fund for her so we could afford to put her in ballet when she's 4-5. I was thinking we had 2-3 years until we were at that point, when Bill broke my heart by pointing out that she's going to be 4 years old NEXT YEAR. It's true, she hasn't even turned 3 yet (though that's getting very close!) but I completely teared up thinking about how next year she'll be 4. She'll be SO BIG!
We're still hoping we can afford ballet lessons for when she's 4-5, though realizing that she'll be that age so soon makes it a bit harder. We're working really hard this year to afford to pay off all of our school loans so that we'll have a bit of extra money to work with. There's two ballet schools within a few blocks from the house, both on the same street. I've watched as little girls in tutus pranced out of the doors and I've always said I wanted Katie to be able to do that. Now that she's two and a half, she's crazy about music. She loves to dance and sing. I can barely get this kid to sit down long enough to eat a meal! Her feet are always moving. She knows the words to every song from every show or movie she watches. She will copy every dance move a character makes. She definitely needs a dancing outlet!
Anyway, I wanted to make a post all about Katie more indepth. She's growing so fast and she has so many opinions, and I'm forgetting to get them all down. Pictures only go so far!
Katie's favorite things:
She loves colors. She wants to draw all the time, or she wants a series of things that are all different colors. She will talk about the blues, reds and yellows all day. We got her special bath time tablets that turn the water different colors, and it's one of her favorite things ever. She loves watching the yellow tablet explode, then adding some red and swirling the two together to make orange. She'll draw with washable markers on Daddy's back, and talk about how the red marker over the blue lines will make purple. She loves surrounding herself with colors.
She counts all day long. She challenges herself to count higher all the time. She knows up to 20 now, but she's always pushing me to count with her so she can learn what comes next. If someone on a show or in a book is counting, she's counting too!
She loves things that have mommies. She has played with a little toy Chip (the cup from beauty and the Beast) for a while. When I was in the attic last week, I found Mrs. Potts. I brought it down for her and said that it's Chip's Mommy and she loves it. She's always grabbing the two of them, then chattering on about how this is Chip's Mommy. She's started making other things have mommies too.
Speaking of mommies, she's a little mommy herself. Every single thing I say or do to the baby, she mimics. It's so adorable. She kisses, coos, tells the baby not to cry, turns on the vacuum cleaner for me to help calm him down (she used to be scared of it, now she's willing to operate it because it soothes the baby!). She likes to help with diaper changes by getting me the diaper and wipes. If I'm walking the baby and he's still fussing, she'll run and get his favorite blankie and bring it to me and tell me that baby wants his blanket.
Her vocabulary has exploded. She says new words every day, and even when she says something for the first time, it's so clear now. She is making more and more sentences, and they're becoming more complex. She can hold a tune when she sings, and has no problem repeating long songs or paragraphs word for word when someone else says it.
She loves to feed her fish. Every single day, she gets so excited and reminds us to feed the fish. It's an activity she does just with Daddy. Sometimes the moment he opens the door when he comes home from work, she'll be standing there with the container of fish food and saying "I eat fish, I eat fish!" When she's hungry, she says "I eat! I eat!" So when she thinks the fish are hungry, she says "eat, fish!"
This kid is a juice-a-holic. She LOVES her juice. She used to just like Apple Juice, but she's been expanding her taste. She now requests orange juice, "red juice" (which is a white grape/cherry combination), "mommy juice" (which is water, but she doesn't want to drink it if it's called water!) and chocolate milk in addition to her apple juice. She goes to sleep with her juice cup, even if it's empty. She just loves her juice.
What's her #1 favorite thing in the world? The one thing she MUST have at all times? Her blankie! It's the blankie I made her when she was an infant. Sometime last year, she dug it out and it became her very best friend. She has to have blankie for everything. She calls out "blankie, blankie where are you?" when she's looking for it and won't go to sleep without it. One of the first signs that she's starting to feel sleepy is she grabs her blankie. It's because of this that I decided to make it a tradition - every child will get their own blankie. Katie's is special to just her - it's pink and it has princess sayings and Belle on it. I made Will one with all of his themes - blue, Mickey Mouse, Super man, and a ribbon that coordinates with one on Katie's blanket. I'm already planning out future ones!
Katie loves having her own room now. Usually during an afternoon when she's bored in the family room, she'll go up to her room and play by herself. We just shut and lock the bathroom and nursery doors so she can't wander and get into trouble, and I shut the gate at the top of the stairs. When she's all done playing, she just comes to the gate and says "mommy, I'm done. Downstairs!" and I go get her. She seems to really enjoy having some "Katie time".
She loves cuddles. She loves mommy time and sometimes she just wants to hug my neck while I carry her around. She loves being a big kid, but she still sometimes misses being my baby. She's curious about everything, she wants to know how everything works and why it works. She notices everything - the fact that the baby is a boy and different from her has not slipped past her, she noticed almost immediately and wanted to talk about it. You can practically see her thoughts churning about things while she processes them. While every year has been interesting with Katie, this last one has been really interesting. Ever since she turned two, she has grown so much mentally. She is constantly making new leaps. She is always pushing her boundaries to see what else she can do. She's so fascinating to watch!